More details regarding Lil Loaded’s death have been revealed. According to TMZ, the mother of the Dallas emcee — who reportedly passed away earlier this week — found his body in the second-floor hallway of their home on Monday (May 31).
Loaded’s mother called Cedar Hill police earlier that day to report an attempted suicide, per a police report. Unfortunately, they arrived to the scene too late. When responding officers showed up at the home, they discovered her on the porch crying. She told them that she came home to find her son’s body in the home with a gun in close proximity, noting he was upset over a breakup with his ex-girlfriend just the day night before.
The statements Lil Loaded’s mother made to police mirror claims from the rapper’s friend, who previously said the emcee committed suicide over the girl he was dating.
As REVOLT previously reported Cyraq mourned the loss of the 20-year-old star on his Instagram Story as the news of his death spread throughout social media. In various posts, he expressed his desire to save him. In others, he vented his frustrations with the girl, who he blamed for Loaded’s passing.
“My nigga just killed himself cause his bitch. I hate this hoe so much right now,” wrote Cyraq. “That nihh told me inna studio last month somebody fuck his girl, he a kill em. This nihh ended this shit behind his girl. He meant that shit. Brudda I love you bih.”
Loaded’s attorney, Ashkan Mehryari, also expressed his belief that the rapper killed himself.
Prior to his untimely death, the emcee shared a concerning post that seem to illustrate his mental state in one of his final Instagram posts.
“Dear most high, please forgive me for my shortcomings and all of the times I’ve fell short of making you proud and being appreciative of the blessings that have been put in my life,” Loaded penned in his story. “Sometimes the lines are blurred between being solid and being heartless. I want to thank you for how far I’ve come and the people you’ve put in my life to keep me grounded and humble through everything, and I love every single one of those people that are genuinely for me. I ask for entrance into your kingdom thru all of my mistakes. I know you love all your children, and I’m ready for my heart and soul to join you.”
Lil Loaded’s death has been met with tributes from his fans and most recently, Epic Records — the label he was signed to. “Epic Records is deeply saddened and devasted by the untimely death of rising hip-hop star, Dashawn ‘Lil Loaded’ Robertson,” the record label wrote in a statement. “Our prayers and thoughts go out to his family, friends and fans.”