On Monday (May 31), reports that Lil Loaded passed away circulated social media. Though there were scarce details regarding the sudden death, a man said to be the emcee’s friend claims Loaded died by suicide.
“My nigga just killed himself cause his bitch. I hate this hoe so much right now,” wrote Cyraq in the first of a series of posts on his Instagram Story. “That nihh told me inna studio last month somebody fuck his girl, he a kill em. This nihh ended this shit behind his girl. He meant that shit. Brudda I love you bih.”
“We had plans...On my daughter, I know how you felt,” he continued.
“I know you loved dat hoe more den anything. Den bro, I done met this nihh parents...I’m hurt. I wonder how they feel bro I love u bih damn.”
Cyraq later updated his followers after speaking to Lil Loaded’s mother.
“My nigga momma just said he gone man,” he penned. “I kno she so hurt bro. I can hear the pain in ha voice....Like bro @lil_loaded, I promise it wasn’t worth it. Brudda u fucked da world up wit dis one. Bro you ain’t have to leave us like this. I coulda figured sum out brudda. Come on bih, its messed up my nihh can’t even talk to me no more.”
The claims that Lil Loaded passed away comes after he shared a crypic post on his Instagram story.
“Dear most high, please forgive me for my shortcomings and all of the times I’ve fell short of making you proud and being appreciative of the blessings that have been put in my life,” the post read. “Sometimes the lines are blurred between being solid and being heartless. I want to thank you for how far I’ve come and the people you’ve put in my life to keep me grounded and humble through everything, and I love every single one of those people that are genuinely for me. I ask for entrance into your kingdom thru all of my mistakes. I know you love all your children, and I’m ready for my heart and soul to join you.”